New Motto!I have a personal trainer.
Her name is Sonia.
She is going to kick my tail...and I am so excited about it!
I'm like those Biggest Loser contestants who clap when Bob shows up on his Motorcycle for the first time...
Already I like this girl because I can relate to her on a personal level AND she told me that I can eat five times a day!
She is going to make me get real with myself and be accountable for my actions. She will be looking at my food journal every week. She will KNOW if I'm fudging the truth.
She is going to expect that I do my cardio when she is not around....
I've got myself a real live Jillian and she will come a knocking if I don't produce some results.
It won't be easy, but it WILL be worth it...
to gain back some confidence while sweating off some inches.
to build up some muscle while breaking down the fears and insecurities.
I WILL show her and myself that I am dedicated.
I do want a change and I want it bad.
I won't grumble, complain, be mean, or roll on the floor crying. I'm just going to get up everyday and bust my tail doing what needs to be done. Being obedient to her, myself, and especially God even when I don't wanna!
I will keep you updated on my new journey... Hopefully this is the real deal this time... a lifestyle change. Not just another crazy plan that I talk about and not actually carry through! Wish me luck, say a little prayer, and give me a kick in the fanny :)
I'm on my way to a new me and it is a great place to be!